Sunday, December 27, 2009

Which path?

Just like any path of any graduated SPM students, we'll be hunting for colleges and scholarships and stuff.. As for me,it was still uncertain till the past days, I've decided on the path that needs to be chosen.. Besides, going for pre-U, I'm gonna go ahead for diploma in aircraft maintenence.. Thus, leaving behind the 50% scholarship from Inti that I've worked hard for.. Turns out, the specific course I wanted could be found in Nilai UC and the also the nearest.

That's what happen when we have an undecisive mind..hmmph..
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So i'll have to move on with the plans that's made.. That means, I'm gonna have 5 months!! of time and wasting it is not an option. I will soon be updating alot of bout what I've learn,exciting or not..lol

Ah, the only camera i can still u is my lousy china phone but well, i'll have to stick to it these days

Till next time everyone =)


Friday, December 25, 2009

The Christmas I was longing..

Christmas !! Well, this year had been more that I can have..the experience, the trials and the blessings, I knew there was a greater provision ahead of me and I'm certainly wanting to grasp hold of it..

I'm probably gonna summarize the entire year into the contents here.. It would be insane for me to just pour everything out, it could take days..lol.. Before I start, I would like to emphasize on one thing about this post, I'm not being EMO =)

Just like everyone else, resolutions will be one of the life-driven things that keeps us excited and eager maybe? Too bad most of us takes it lightly and after a short period of time, it fades away and the purpose of having it ended up in vain.
Nevertheless, I still went ahead with several resolutions I had in mind.

To be honest, what I wanted wasn't any material stuff or any new drum kit which I probably wanted so much.. All I wanted is to draw close to God like never before and thus grow with Him, to love Him and definitely be realistic in my walk with Him.. So the journey begins in 2009..

Besides making changes, one thing I learned is to say NO to certain things and focus on what God has for me, it concentrates my energy and is even better than doing a 1000 stuff.. It was really really tough and requires never-ending commitment. I also got to learn more about my weaknesses and so on, to DIE to myself and let Christ work in me, to DEPEND on the Lord more, to WAIT on the Lord for His own time, and many more.. Pretty ambitious? I thought so.. But it says even in the Bible that everything has its own time, each trial for its own purpose of molding and training sumthing like that..

Out of all that I've said, only a little percentage was victorious..lol.. Well, this year has been tough and I've grown a little.. Overall, I admit I've failed over and over again.. But again, God has been ever faithful, never failing by His Word.. Really, I'm grateful for it.

I realize there were much things said about me behind my back (not gossips), things that reflect my personal attitude without me being cautions about it.. Abit dissapointed but well, I can't do anything or whatsoever. Recent incidents has brought me pretty low in spirit and it's a battle I have to face it I guess.

Anyways, no matter what the circumtances or incidents, i know 2010 is gonna be a totally different challenge and I hope that all would stand firm and persevere in all trials =)

Happy New Year everyone =)

Friday, December 18, 2009

The where and who

6 DAYs to Christmas !! Yeap,can't wait..

From morning to afternoon, got busy helping mom with the big dinner for tonite, cooking, ripping, boiling, chopping, cutting, slicing, washing, pouring, tasting? lol

Later in the day, was goin to head to Calvin's house aka Jan Calvin, great drummer and the friendliest guy you can long to meet..just havin a little practise for songs for his open house..I understood that his drums were awesome but a 4K Evans snare, wow..lol
After setting up and stuff, finally got to practise but then this guy, Joe Vin..had a little difficulties co-ordinating his solo but overall it should be ok

Then it came nite and the 1st thing I hear from my mom is not enough food or meat coz there were too many ppl..got a big fuss about it and when we came home..yikes and I was shouting with laughter
"Not enough FOOD???"..
Yep, there was 3 types of chicken, few vegetables, noodles and more and i learned my mom didn't know bout it untill we got home..This is the 1st time I never got too full..lol..usually I'll jus whack =)

In the meantime, I got to spend time with relatives on my mom's side.. Great family and fun to mingle with, plus I have a cousin whose purely from the US since he was borned there, nice guy and much to talk about..lol..I could see our family have something in common..guess what?
Small eyes..haha

End of the day and its gonna be a long long day tomorrow !

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Thinking...

Yeap, a new day and always thinking of alot of stuff as usual..what to do,what to eat and so on..

Besides that, Each day I learn more about personalities and interest of this generation.. Well, it's vast and it's definitely gonna be more wild =)

And I'm still tryin to buy one thing that's useful since I'm not into fashion and latest trends.. A tension meter or a double-bass pedal perhaps? (for the drums)

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Unproductive day?

Yeap, its 16th of december.. 9 days to Christmas =)

I had a choir practise this morning for a upcoming performance in Sungai Ujong Club. But kinda lost the choir voice thingie since exams was still around the corner. Nevertheless, I gave my best and almost lost my voice. Honey and lemon anyone?

In the afternoon, got a chance to lepak abit..lol.. Had a crazy time with 3 ppl I guess? One is a friend who I meet 3 years ago on the web and 2 are lovebirds..Yes, love birds.. at the one and only place the whole people of Seremban can come together.. For those Serembanians, you know where..lolx

Overall, I have lotsa things I wanted to do with all the time I have but I truly wanna find out what God has in stored for me.. He knows whats best indeed =)

Besides that, can't wait to earn some cash to get a camera.. Probably like the professional ones my friend GLORIA has XD

Sooner or later, I'm gonna try to share as much as possible about the things I've learned this year.. It's been absolutely amazing and life-changing. Praise the Lord =)

What about you? Yes, you =)

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

I'm back

Yeap, I'm back after 2 years, pretty much lazy to blog anything since then..lol

So here I am, completely different person than I am, as u can see from my previous posts, probably sounded like nonsense

So guys, I'll be sharing with you probably what I go through, my lifestyle, and interests, all in one place =)

And its 2.10 am in the morning...lol

What?