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Ish..

2010-01-25T02:32:00.001-08:00

Don't feel like blogging when there is no pictures I can take...

In the process..

2010-01-10T08:20:00.000-08:00

Juts as the title says so, we are always in the process of something.. working? studying? Anything that requires sacrifice and effort. As for me, the first month of this year is indeed going slow for me. Most of my pierces has already been catching up in alot of things and I think I'm still that mama's boy.. I think.. Nevertheless, I'll take that precious time to learn more and more. Just to continually renew and dig deeper into what the Lord has for me. To do so, it's my responsibility or will to come to Him. Pretty simple but i'll have to admit that our minds will always be playing around with us, just somehow increased neuro activities,hmm..in other words, WORRY.

Yeah, most people do think I'm calm, patient, what-so-ever, but I'm still human and weaknesses is a part of our nature. Little issues like this technically gets me into the "How to..." questions, in the end, it becomes a setback to really trust Jesus that He is the Prince of Peace. As far as I'm concern, there r some friends whose their lifes are just as much difficult, most likely regarding to financ, thus working their butts off and I'm still in the comfort zone. To be honest, I wished I could have been their shoes to really work out my salvation through hardships, rather than have this wealth. Nevertheless, these blessings are for a purpose and maybe my training here on earth is different from everyone else, just to mould us into what we are supposed to be.

Phew, still, had a wonderful time with alot of family events this early month. Dinners, reunions and wedding from my cousin, aiya.. Forgot to upload pictures. =) But U can click the link to my FB and see some.

This week will be a challenge for me then. And to U reading this, continue to experience more and more and more that U possibly can this year.

=)

The long awaited New Year

2010-01-02T08:58:00.000-08:00

2010

Yes, It's the arrival of a new year and a new chapter ahead.. I believe first of all, the Lord has His plans and purpose for us and it's up to us to seek and work out our salvation to discover bits of it.

As usual, got to start the year with not just one but 5 spots of fireworks to see as I was at a high ground.. Plus with my so handsome and beautiful cousins, lol.. It was always a joy to gather with them, all the fun and craziness, I couldn't as for more =)

This week, I had much to learn about my weaknesses and how stuborn am I.. It's pretty much a incident that I'll never forget and almost cost the relationship with my sisters..well, frightening I can say.. But it's all ok now =)

For now, I'm still having to make alot of choices and some long term and some short term.. But overall, I'm already feeling the excitement and thrill to meet those challenges and people..

A few things I get to work out on
1. My body
2. My skills in music (vocals and drumming)
3. Gettin to meet more young people than I thought
4. Finding a new handphone.. (I've been using mine for 4 years and you would't believe the pain my hp had to go through..lol)
5. ?

Lol.. Well, do expect more from this blog and it's just not about me, it's also about the people I deal with =) And do too expect a great year and outcomes !

dwdwdwYedseddwdwdd

Which path?

2009-12-27T07:47:00.000-08:00

Just like any path of any graduated SPM students, we'll be hunting for colleges and scholarships and stuff.. As for me,it was still uncertain till the past days, I've decided on the path that needs to be chosen.. Besides, going for pre-U, I'm gonna go ahead for diploma in aircraft maintenence.. Thus, leaving behind the 50% scholarship from Inti that I've worked hard for.. Turns out, the specific course I wanted could be found in Nilai UC and the also the nearest.

That's what happen when we have an undecisive mind..hmmph..
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.The scholarship letter from Inti
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So i'll have to move on with the plans that's made.. That means, I'm gonna have 5 months!! of time and wasting it is not an option. I will soon be updating alot of bout what I've learn,exciting or not..lol

Ah, the only camera i can still u is my lousy china phone but well, i'll have to stick to it these days

Till next time everyone =)

The Christmas I was longing..

2009-12-25T08:48:00.001-08:00

Christmas !! Well, this year had been more that I can have..the experience, the trials and the blessings, I knew there was a greater provision ahead of me and I'm certainly wanting to grasp hold of it..

I'm probably gonna summarize the entire year into the contents here.. It would be insane for me to just pour everything out, it could take days..lol.. Before I start, I would like to emphasize on one thing about this post, I'm not being EMO =)

Just like everyone else, resolutions will be one of the life-driven things that keeps us excited and eager maybe? Too bad most of us takes it lightly and after a short period of time, it fades away and the purpose of having it ended up in vain.
Nevertheless, I still went ahead with several resolutions I had in mind.

To be honest, what I wanted wasn't any material stuff or any new drum kit which I probably wanted so much.. All I wanted is to draw close to God like never before and thus grow with Him, to love Him and definitely be realistic in my walk with Him.. So the journey begins in 2009..

Besides making changes, one thing I learned is to say NO to certain things and focus on what God has for me, it concentrates my energy and is even better than doing a 1000 stuff.. It was really really tough and requires never-ending commitment. I also got to learn more about my weaknesses and so on, to DIE to myself and let Christ work in me, to DEPEND on the Lord more, to WAIT on the Lord for His own time, and many more.. Pretty ambitious? I thought so.. But it says even in the Bible that everything has its own time, each trial for its own purpose of molding and training sumthing like that..

Out of all that I've said, only a little percentage was victorious..lol.. Well, this year has been tough and I've grown a little.. Overall, I admit I've failed over and over again.. But again, God has been ever faithful, never failing by His Word.. Really, I'm grateful for it.

I realize there were much things said about me behind my back (not gossips), things that reflect my personal attitude without me being cautions about it.. Abit dissapointed but well, I can't do anything or whatsoever. Recent incidents has brought me pretty low in spirit and it's a battle I have to face it I guess.

Anyways, no matter what the circumtances or incidents, i know 2010 is gonna be a totally different challenge and I hope that all would stand firm and persevere in all trials =)

Happy New Year everyone =)

The where and who

2009-12-18T08:06:00.000-08:00

6 DAYs to Christmas !! Yeap,can't wait..

From morning to afternoon, got busy helping mom with the big dinner for tonite, cooking, ripping, boiling, chopping, cutting, slicing, washing, pouring, tasting? lol

Later in the day, was goin to head to Calvin's house aka Jan Calvin, great drummer and the friendliest guy you can long to meet..just havin a little practise for songs for his open house..I understood that his drums were awesome but a 4K Evans snare, wow..lol
After setting up and stuff, finally got to practise but then this guy, Joe Vin..had a little difficulties co-ordinating his solo but overall it should be ok

Then it came nite and the 1st thing I hear from my mom is not enough food or meat coz there were too many ppl..got a big fuss about it and when we came home..yikes and I was shouting with laughter
"Not enough FOOD???"..
Yep, there was 3 types of chicken, few vegetables, noodles and more and i learned my mom didn't know bout it untill we got home..This is the 1st time I never got too full..lol..usually I'll jus whack =)

In the meantime, I got to spend time with relatives on my mom's side.. Great family and fun to mingle with, plus I have a cousin whose purely from the US since he was borned there, nice guy and much to talk about..lol..I could see our family have something in common..guess what?
Small eyes..haha

End of the day and its gonna be a long long day tomorrow !

Thinking...

2009-12-17T10:15:00.000-08:00

Yeap, a new day and always thinking of alot of stuff as usual..what to do,what to eat and so on..

Besides that, Each day I learn more about personalities and interest of this generation.. Well, it's vast and it's definitely gonna be more wild =)

And I'm still tryin to buy one thing that's useful since I'm not into fashion and latest trends.. A tension meter or a double-bass pedal perhaps? (for the drums)

Unproductive day?

2009-12-16T06:15:00.000-08:00

Yeap, its 16th of december.. 9 days to Christmas =)

I had a choir practise this morning for a upcoming performance in Sungai Ujong Club. But kinda lost the choir voice thingie since exams was still around the corner. Nevertheless, I gave my best and almost lost my voice. Honey and lemon anyone?

In the afternoon, got a chance to lepak abit..lol.. Had a crazy time with 3 ppl I guess? One is a friend who I meet 3 years ago on the web and 2 are lovebirds..Yes, love birds.. at the one and only place the whole people of Seremban can come together.. For those Serembanians, you know where..lolx

Overall, I have lotsa things I wanted to do with all the time I have but I truly wanna find out what God has in stored for me.. He knows whats best indeed =)

Besides that, can't wait to earn some cash to get a camera.. Probably like the professional ones my friend GLORIA has XD

Sooner or later, I'm gonna try to share as much as possible about the things I've learned this year.. It's been absolutely amazing and life-changing. Praise the Lord =)

What about you? Yes, you =)

I'm back

2009-12-15T10:06:00.000-08:00

Yeap, I'm back after 2 years, pretty much lazy to blog anything since then..lol

So here I am, completely different person than I am, as u can see from my previous posts, probably sounded like nonsense

So guys, I'll be sharing with you probably what I go through, my lifestyle, and interests, all in one place =)

And its 2.10 am in the morning...lol

finally...

2008-02-16T04:39:00.000-08:00

Woah..its been a long long time since i updated my blog...
Well,im definitely lazy to write coz there's so many things happening..
Gosh...

Leave the past behind anyway...Anyways,i have nothing to share about on valentine's day..As usual,i'll be home alone..,All i can think is singing lonely,im mr. lonely..But i prefer single life at this time,gives me the space i need without reporting to my girlfriend(if i have one...) day and night..Best thing is!!..tak perlu reply all those "Gud night,sweetheart..I love u..Don worry..im not goin out wif any girls..",LOL..

Goin back to 5th of February,it was a day where i almost ruin my best friend's life...EErrgghh!!
Makes me dizzy when i look back in it..Thanks to my cannot-tell-a-lie mouth..A long story,connected with alot of things...haiz...Thank God it was solved when i realized that the incident was a whole,....mistake i've made.THANK GOD THAT HIS MOM UNDERSTAND THE SITUATION!!...

Goin back to Chinese New Year..I hate to admit that i actually did collected more ang pau money,more than what i actually expected..Totally got more than what I gave...It's the truth!The bad part in Chinese New Year was..stucked!! I have to follow my family to go visiting,non-stop..Especially on that Friday,I've got 4 invites out and a barbeque and i eventually had to reject each and everyone of them..Following by the next few days,the same thing happened..
It's over but still..a lil' dissapointed..

TODAY>>>I've been in this situation for a 1000' times and its still happening...choices...
I have to choose between which one to go because all of the meetings and events is on at same times...
From 10a.m. to 1p.m. , it was my choir practise and at the same time,I've got a appointment with my pastor..WHICH one should i choose???
From 1p.m to 5p.m. , it was my turn to serve in youth and at the same time,i'm required to be the guard of honor and be at the orphanage...

Yes,this place...

In the end,i have to go out makan with my relatives and goin to the orphanage...I still don't know whether i've make the right choice or not...Well...

Ahh..My old band get to perform again,at the scout's annual campfire...I still remember the last time we performed there,the vocalist 'quite' ruin the music..But now we found a talented guy on school,quite handsome,charming...lol..And another time in the PBSM's enrolment day/gathering night(blur..)But this time!!we go full fast beats drumming only..ON TINS,CANS,BROOM,FLOOR..Anythin around...I'm not too sure what they call it..but it seems exciting and i'm looking forward to this kind of stuff,new indeed..gotta learn it on youtube..0.0..

Woooof...not a dog but jus tired..of typing..

i would update my blog maybe ince a week..till then..i'll jus head to bed..*yawns*

Crazy week

2008-01-05T02:49:00.001-08:00

Finally!!! I get to update my blog once in a while coz my sis will be pondering it,more of a need..for her college work...Good thing too,helps me to not be online kaki...
My schedule is jus like any other guy who's desperate to be fast in learnin the 1st few chapters in physics and biology and...and...haiz....
Monday(busiest day)=school>BM tuition at V.Sam(3-5pm),drum class(7-10pm)
Tuesday=school>free time the whole day...
Wednesday=school(where i always forget to wear pbsm uniform)>Physics at Mr.Lim(7-9.30pm)
Thursday=school>Add Maths at Mr.Goh(6-8pm)
Friday to Sunday(my favourite days..=})
Friday=School>CF service>Bible Study and Prayer Meeting at church>maybe got supper??
Saturday>usually got meetings from 8 to 12>youth service in church(rocks!!)(1.20-4.30pm)...sumtimes in for drumming...>rest day and being bit lazy...
Sunday(yay!!)=sometimes backup singing in church>free time the whole day...and EXERCISING(yeah!!)

So this would be a typical shedule found in the everyday life of a sains stream student...what to do???But im sure there will be BIG events for me n alot alot of guys have to plan...Anyway,I do have tons and tons of fun along the way...keeping my eyes from closing...
I"m unable to update my blog that often...not bcoz of the shedule,my sis will be taking the notebook up for her assignments in college...well,hope she does her best there!!

Today...haiz...

2008-01-05T02:49:00.000-08:00

TODAY,...tired...Woke up at 7.30 and rushing to skol for footdrills...Somemore i wore uniform instead of shorts and shirt coz i was late for skol yesterday and also for the meeting so i din got wat was said. Ask my fren and got the time but forgotten to ask wats da attire...Later my fren was tellin me i should go naked..ya ya,i know he likes seeing me naked...nahz,jokin only...

Anyway,we have to do a formation for some kind of event cumin on and also for competition..It's a circle formation with five ppl inside...So stup her stup the there,belakang pusing..blah blah,finally we get on doing the formation...N we are doin the same whole thing for 3 n a half hours under the hot sun...

So again,rushing to church...So my sis was grumbling bout paying her for driving me to places i have to go,haiz...N there starts the 1st youth service of the year...
Well,there were alot of changes to be made..including the new time of the youth service this year,which all the given time were rejected by each and every youth there coz of..well,u know..its on saturday so ya...school kokurikulum...
New goals,new visions..really encourage me more to make a change this year which needs alot of effort..No lessons were tought instead,we have to put everything we learn in youth class into practise!! Guess tats a great way to see changes in this year...
"Kath che che" told us bout her condition this days b4 we make any false assumptions n misunderstanding bout her,now only i knew tat she suffer from alot of sickness!!!...But the amazing thing is how she deal with...it encourages me more n more to rely n depent on God although im facing the hardest times of my life...1 thing,God has reallt blessed her and protected her and also strengthen her even she's at her hard times...Really wonderful of wat God can do..

So,its time for the worship team to vote for the time practise shud be..Haiz...WHY??Why can't the practise be after each youth service?? But nevermind...
So my first time serving in drums is going to be next week and i can't wait for it!!!...
And it came to a dissapointing time when Chester was rushing back to church coz he thought the youth practise was after the service and no one informed him...This time,he was a bit different than usual times,this is da 1st time i see him abit angry of it..I mean he has to rush back from town tat took him 10 minutes to church instead of 15 fetching his bro to fix his glasses...And he nearly met met an accident...Thank God he didn't...So Grace and "Kath che che was trying to chill him and he cool down few mins later...

In Krystle car>>So we was jus talking bout which age has the most fun...i jus wonder will 18 be the most fun year of each person's life?? Anyway,It will be knowing it after 2 years...So..i'll jus wait...I can't wait to drive too!!...nahz..

HAIZ!!! when i came back,my sis wouldn't open the door and kept asking me to da pau food for them if not they won let me in...after waitin for 10 mins,i really lost my patience n really walk all da wayt to da mamak store opposite da taman...grrrhhh...Honestly!! I did tat coz i jus need sum change from big noted in my wallet..hehe..lame reason...It brings back the feeling of me always jogging around here during my slimming season for the last 2 years...

Well,have to wake up early again tmrw...practise in church is on too...

2008,A year of Responsibilities...and Changes..

2007-12-30T21:14:00.001-08:00

Haiz...time has to go no matter what happens...and more responsibilities where ever I go...That means alot changes gotta be done to keep the pace.

2007 was really some year for me,alot alot..and i mean alot ups and downs(i think down was bit more than up)..I thank for God for it coz i learned to always be a problem solver and learn from mistakes,if not i will screw up everything and become n problem adder...Well,i can see that God never ever give up me..Also my youth leaders and my friends around..if it wasn't for them too,i will still be some sort of a slacker...So I thank God for everything and all my frens who stand with me throughout this whole...All I can say is,Thank You!!!

So...2008,i definitely have a lot of resolutions i've set...I'm lazy writing all of it down but common sense
-study hard,don online so much,have better relationship with everyone,blah blah blah.....
But i've set more than common sense resolutions...

Let me see what i have to manage next year...instead of studies,ahh..commitment in church,CF in school,recreating our band...woah,i forgotten the others...welp,i need God's strength and wisdom to do all that stuff...
Too bad i din get to see fireworks,this year...only on Merdeka Day I got it...I wonder whether this year's fireworks is nice or not...Anyway,I can't wait for school to reopen!!!
I seriously can't wait anymore!!!...

Relieve the good old days...

2007-12-30T21:14:00.000-08:00

Aaahhh...looking back in 2007,it really wanna make me cry and smile and laugh...
I remember the 1st day of school,also kena buli already by my 3 enemies that are now close friends to me... Suppose no one thought we would even become normal friends
This is the two black and white fealers...

the cheeky n chubby face..as usual..

Anyway,his in Singapore now...hope his life there is better,i know he is..

And this...speechless...=.=

He almost broke my finger last time but its nevermind...We are now the crazy dudes in school that will dare to do anything...from breaking things to crazy stuff..xD!! Not to mention his dirty little secrets...Anyway, we been alot of ups and downs this year...From Christian Fellowship to accidentally forming a band,and all the fun in class...alot..

This are a few pics of our band in performing in PD,ask by darren's friend for sum Leo Anniversary sumthin...all i can say is it was great..n we got some payment too,hehe.. Sadly,Guy's wife(his guitar) and the pickups was bit ruined.. He was cryin..abit...(I hope he doesn't come n whack me if he sees this blog..)..I remember darren almost found his right date of the nite...she was tall,playes basketball,cool like him,smart? i don't know...jus the right package for him..

B4 we head back to Seremban..

Michael doin his solo..nice...

Actually,there's more from where it came but jus can't get da link..haiz..anyway,those are 1 of the events that me n some other guys have to plan..Its a PMR year but its not tat busy in some way..strange...

And I end my year with the Christmas drama event in Allson which was wonderful!! I will never ever forget bout everything this year and thank God for everything He has done throughout this year!! I know next year is gonna rock..

Thanksgiving with bit yuk..plus today..

2007-12-29T22:27:00.000-08:00

There was no turkey for yesterday's thanksgiving party...BUT!! got KFC!!!...What is this?? So fast then whack all the fats man this guys...And i never had a chance to eat even da dim sum that i and some guys sponsored...=X...but other food was still nice...
For the first time,there is no ciplak rojak and the quantity of the food was jus fine...if not,i will be the one who has to da pau...xD

Ahh...then this fealer derek wanna challenge to eat food that u never wanna eat...anyway its nothin at all..compare to worms..eewww..
hehe...joyce kena 2 times n got the most "wai" food of all...haiz..i kena last round but ok lah...
they put everything they can find and stuffed into the curry puff...but it was nice!! got banana,soya bean,jelly and its water,and black sauce.. i din even know tat i ate the "wai"
part and clarence was free from "wai" food...

TODAY>>SUNDAY<<...Ate in the 2nd most expensive chicken rice stall in Seremban..Choy Kee..I was in heaven when i ate the siew pork...gosh!! makes me wanna eat again...altogether??

RM 49.70...

Jus nice..a 50 buck bill would do it...Can anyone recommend me a hp that is less then 1000 bucks that i can increase the memory to 2 GB?? haiz..Im am so outdated...And my mom still says that handphones are not a neccessity for youths...yeah rite...well, u know adults...

Guess its strange...but praise God!!!

2007-12-27T05:29:00.000-08:00

Ya man!! Finally gettin my hands on those results tdy...I still can't believe those kind of results will come out...Yup, jus a normal result everybody can get it...I remember i have a form 2 teacher who dares to *tut* in front of us(i like tat.xD),his quote of the day>>Anjing Pun Boleh Lulus!!<<...N it did..but im not the dog.=p..Anyway,God did hear my prayers all the time...No doubt!! But the big deal is still on SPM...my chapter in life is not over yet and a seriously long way to go also not easy... What do you think if someone got E for chinese,will his parents scold or ground him?..probably yes!! BUT not my parents..they laugh instead of scolding!! I was laughing all the way back home.. weird results though... I don really expect anythin for gettin those results..really... I rather take it as an encouragement and know where I stand in my studies... C'mon!! It's jus PMR!!...Don make a big deal out of it... Imagine~~A PS3 FOR GETTIN 7 As??!!!
I rather steal it and break it...

What in the world??!!! WHO PUT A SOCKS HERE????? I'm not even noticing im touching it??eeewww....

Christmas was Great!!!...

2007-12-25T18:21:00.000-08:00

*Whoof*...it has been some year for 2007...expecting 2008 a better year in 5 days to go!!
So,how did we celebrate Christmas?..As usual,Christmas tree and socks set up,and food on da table waiting to be whacked,exchange of presents,Christmas carol songs(nice)...seems like a typical Christmas but we almost forgotten 1 thing...da true meaning of Christmas!! Honestly,i
really forgotten bout tat at a while when i was celebrating it...

So,my church celebrated Christmas in Allson Klana..I'm happy to see there are lots of ppl came for da service..hope they are blessed by God's word!! But da scary thing for me is its over 1000 ppl..X(..And its time for our christmas mini-drama!!..As anyone of you know,im cumin out as a nerd..so its normal to be scare in front of all those ppl..XD..Drama was great but on da 2nd scene...i accidentally dropped my mic!!!haiz...Luckily my voice was heard abit only and i have to go da whole scene,mic-less!! Anyway,it was definitely touching...i should tell i can't cry so i have to make sobber faces but i admit my acting was only ok...

I will never ever in my whole life till i die...forget my nerdy face..But i hope da message in da drama did speak to the ppl that came..I am trying to get pics from da drama n post it here da next time when i update my blog..so rmbr to check it out!!
N a happy belated Christmas!!going to be new year...

Sigh...Why?

2007-12-22T01:52:00.000-08:00

I'm a lil depress today...Jus to think bout my youth christmas service...tat i can't go...(*sobs*)

I'm happy,at da same time bit sad...coz i have to go shoot a family video n can't go to IT...

But nevermind,its over...i can wait for next year!! if i can make it..hehe..

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So,props ready,da camera is ready..the weather was fine..its was simply at the right place on the right time..It was time to change into my *nerdy* face again,for shooting pics for da christmas drama. I have to wear nerdy specs,which i have always forgotten to wear it for each photo..when the camera is ready,then only da specs came into my mind n i will be searching high n low for it(well,i don wear specs..of course)..this was a previous pic of how i look like(in nerd)

not a nerd in real life...

Nothin strange..so pics include my *parents* quarrelling,picnic and 1 of my favourite...My *graduation* pic(F.Y.I. im jus 15)!!u will never wanna know how i smile..=p

Anyway...both photosession n my youth christmas service was great..Praise the Lord!!

Why don check tis out?!!...Everyone are welcome..

How exhausting...

2007-12-17T22:34:00.001-08:00

Well...i came back with my fingers burned,my stomach filled with sumptious food in every house that we went for carolling...the weird thing is like drinking *alcohol*!! I'm so tired n full that i am talking like a zombie and goin nuts!!!...but it was indeed a nice experience in carolling...n now i know how's it like to sing for 5 hours in a concert!.. BUT!! one thing that we were crying out for during da whole 5 hours is,not more food,not more hotdogs,for goodness sake..MORE WATER!!!!ARGGHHH!!! we was drinkin more caffein than water...(no wonder i speak like tat..)hehe..finally,it was time our next destination was my house!! But let me speak of how's da condition of da house b4 carollers came...

My house was a pile of rubbish!!(not everywhere..jus in da storeroom)..didn't that there was so many so-called antics...typewriter,n old old stuff...hehe,when i 1st saw the typewriter..i wonder wat was it n i soon knew how to handle it b4 i broke n i could have been gotten in deep trouble n there's goes my sister with her big ulgy,specky face untill i can imagine a big mole on her cheek!!!yup...fortunenately we did clean it n i took a day of from being a *maid* in da house...

Carolling days...

2007-12-17T22:34:00.000-08:00

Man... i am so blur like anythin... gonna have carolling tonite and my voice is *cacated*!!!
This is the 2nd time i join carolling and da last time was dunno how long long ago when i was just maybe wondering around,holdin da book and blah blah blah...

Seems sumone have a plan to destroy carolling tonite...candle fight,food fight and maybe *cat fights will happen,hehe...im gonna try to stay out of it n be a *good boy*,not really...
In da meantime,my house is a big pile of rubbish waitin to be thrown n i have still have tons of stuff in my drawer??!! how am i gonna get out of this??...anyway,its jus crappy stories in my diary with ugly writing n wrong grammar,but quite funny!! i DON even remember i wrote it...

*Sigh*..gonna have a hard time today...